I wish someone would’ve told me nothing in high school matters almost immediately when you get to college. I feel so disconnected from my past life and experiences. UK has been such a new page. I’ve gone from being in the “popular group” and having tons of friends in Roswell to essentially feeling like a small kid on a big campus. I know these things take time but it’s tough to trust that and wonder what that’ll look like. I guess I just don’t know how to put myself out there.

I feel stranded. I miss being able to go out whenever I please and exploring and being able to do things on my own time. I feel trapped or helpless to do the things I really want to do.

College is hard.